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i think….
Posted by: luludreamland on: November 6, 2009
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Recently my appetite is kinda scary. You’ll know why,
02nd Nov;
Breakfast- 2 packets of Arnott’s Tiny Teddy Choco Chip & 1 Kraft Cheese Stick.
Dinner
- 1 big bowl of fried rice and 3 big bowls of lotus soup.
3rd Nov;
Breakfast;
- 2 packets of Arnott’s Tiny Teddy Choco Chip & 1 Kraft Cheese Stick.
Dinner;
- 3 bowls of noodle soup with a break of an hour in between.
Scared now ??
But i gained 1kg so yay to me 
Then the nextday, i lose 1kg 
And somemore lose 2more kgs the next next day 
& i tend to get hungry easily nowadays. hehe
Oh! My astro is back and hell.. i can’t really concentrate for my studies due to it ;_; So from tomorrow onwards, i have to motivate myself to concentrate on my studies 
Be it bang the wall or poke my eyes whenever i try to peek on my tv 
There are tons of formulas that i needed to cramp into my brain. Actually there are just less than 10 at the moment but it’s still a pain in my bum. I envy smart people
And i actually skipped today because i don’t feel like studying. I feel abit bad for skipping *sigh*
Been working like hell these fewdays . Sleeping late. Not having a goodnight sleep. I feel so exhausted
and also i nearly got scolded by customer for nothing. Explained to him over and over but he isn’t satisfied. Luckily my manager is there to help me. I’m so so angry you know . Feel like punching him in the face
i hate answering the hotline !!
2nd oh! my tasks has changed. I more to accounts rather than a clerk now 
I so so happy can?? I can now say baibai to payments, answering hotline, inv & do 
It means i’m more free? nyeh .. I can’t say that because i have tons of things to do too. More specificly, new tasks. And in another words, i’m going to have more experience 
Ok i know it sounds crazy but then it’ll be good for my Resume in the future 
Having quite abit of deadline for some paperwork & was rushing the whole day. Technically, i have to get it all done really soon . Plus i have to do my studying again so i’ll be really tired. But i think i’ll be online more frequently after my studies.
3rd Oh! I watched Bride Wars and The Proposal. Frigging hilarious and saddening at the same time. I laughed and yes i cried. Bride Wars made me think of the past. Not that the getting married part but both bestie fighting and getting mad at each other. It’s sad to see such things happen but it does happen in real life. Experienced and wasn’t lucky as what happened in the movie though but *shrugs* Past is past 
‘She is the man’ is also recommended to watch. It’s really funny and i think they actually made this movie based on a manga (i forgot the name). I will try to look up on it next time
Without realizing, it has been quite a long time i did not went for a hair cut. I planned to get my fringe cut and maintain my hair shape back. I was surfing on the net just now and i saw some fringe/bangs that i like ,
Photos taken from here
I like the first one the most
But i don’t know which suits me the best 
Maybe tomorrow momii will bring me to the saloon & i can’t wait 
i just hope i’ll have the right haircut
When i said i can’t wait for December i really meant it. .Other than not having Chiro joking around with me 
Anyways, time pass by really fast ! Soon year 2010 will appear in a blink of an eye 
Meaning, i’m going to get older and older. i’m scared
I’m off to Miri this Sunday again. Gonna go collect my foot adjustment thingie. I have walking problems. I had never blog about this because i feel that there isn’t a need to. I’m healthy ok? probably just underweight and all But it’s not such a big deal . Right??
Alrights! I’ll be better off to bed. Having a halfday at work tomorrow.
Lotsa love!
Been on my mind
Posted by: luludreamland on: November 3, 2009
Lately;
-Never have I ever felt so exhausted before. Okk.. I made that up. I’m always tired but hey. It is so rare for my eyes to feel tired. It would not open up big. So I look like this -> =.= at work today. Colleague is missing in action again *stress*
-I started to take my studies seriously. 2-3hours per day. Actually I just started revising lastnight :p but I told myself to go back early and push myself to study. I want to pass my exam this time. Next year I would be heading for night classes again so wish me luck!
-Then again, I feel like splurging on Apple Iphone 
most people around me owns it. So i’m trying to resist it everytime I saw an Apple Iphone but I can’t help it Chiro doesn’t like the idea of me getting an Iphone *sulk* he said why don’t you get an ipod touch ;_; FML
-1month plus to go then I can shop till drop in SG *excited* i’m gona buy as much tees,pants,skirts,accessories,shoe,heels and etc. So basically bringing my pyjamas and two sets of clothes to wear only. Saving spaces for my new belongings 
- Dec is bonus period! Can’t imagine how much will I get !
- Jan is my incremental period. I trust you manager so do not let me down.
- i’m hungry. I can’t wait for lunch!
- and im slacking at work awhile. I wana sleep ! =.=
Good day to all of you!
ugh..
Posted by: luludreamland on: October 30, 2009
I think there is something wrong with my Firefox program.
1. It took me ages to load a page I’m trying to visit.
2. I cannot load my RC game!
This has been going on for few weeks already FML
WHY WHY WHYYYYYYY!!!
And i feel really down tonight. Don’t know what is wrong with me..
Peanut ♥
Posted by: luludreamland on: October 24, 2009
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I’ve been staring at the screen blankly for 30minutes trying to figure out what can i blog about these week.
Sometimes i wonder why is my life so interesting !!! Too interesting that my RC failed to load too FML. It has been weeks i failed to log in. Stupid net!
I’m officially sick. My throat is starting to itch. And my right eye is starting to grow mould. Please lah. you really believe i can grow mould? It’s just the mucus. Its quite irritating lorh. It makes my eye sticky
Ok! I got an idea at the moment *feeling proud*
*coughs coughs coughsss & cleared throat*
The ever first time Chiro & I adopted peanut was on 4th October 2009.We went really early to pick it up. At first we were thinking to get a girl but as from the sources we got, female tends to get really aggressive when they get older. For male they tend to get docile instead . Plus he was the healthiest compared to others.
Earlier on, we planned to get 2 so they could accompany each other and would be called peanut butter but the sources said they tend to fight until one dies so we ended up getting just one :’(
Anyways, It was so tiny and we both got worried. Peanut house was too large to begin with. He couldn’t even sip on the water bottle since it’s too high up He was too tiny and i was afraid to even pick him up. Nyeh.. Actually I’m scared peanut would bite me which actually he did when i touched him. It didn’t hurt at all 
He was doing the flying kick to me every time i tried to touch him which is really cute ( to me )♥♥♥♥
Everyone was obsessed with peanut♥ when we brought him back. Even Chiro’s mom ♥ It’s a relief as Chiro said the mom doesn’t adores hamsters . According to mom, hamsters tend to give out disease or something*sweats* Chiro told me his mom never want to visit peanut anymore because there was once she went upstairs just to visit him . But got bitten by peanut hahahaha XD so cute lorh ^^
Peanut♥ picking on his food. See how he tiny he is! Even his bowl is bigger than him ♥♥♥
I was feeding peanut with water. He hasn’t drink ever since he ate so much! He was looking towards the camera. Peanut turns out to be a vain-ass like me XD He has Japanese eyes to begin with. No wonder he knows flying kick! Peanut is a ninja XD
Still looking towards the camera with his Japanese eye♥♥♥
See how thirsty he is. He even lied down sipping non stop. Super cute ♥♥♥
Sorry that the pictures were taken quite poorly. Peanut’s too excited i guess and he kept running and moving continously.
Then, last Sunday I went to visit peanut ♥ . Peanut got fat in just 2 weeks. Even my peanut gets fat easily than me FML.
He doesn’t do much flying kick anymore like the first time. He licks my finger once XDD And let me sayang him :’) But he still bites me :/
Chiro holding peanut. Makes him look so tiny which is uber cute ♥♥♥
Peanut looking up at me wondering what was i doing i guess So sooo cuteeeeee T^T
That’s all for the pictures of peanut because i just could not resist playing with peanut :3 After all, I do not visit him often. I don’t want him to forget me either. So i hadn’t got any choice.
Then Chiro texted me today saying he had a nightmare.
Chiro (10:07am) said Pple gave him lots of pets. Then peanut got bitten by one of the birds :/
Me (10:09am) I replied “O.o Then did i bbq the bird to death? I know you don’t clean peanut house again. Maybe that’s why peanut make you got nightmare huahhaaaa”.
Chiro (10:25am) said he was trying to explain but i was too busy with the rabbits.
=_____________________________= It made me sound like I’m a very bad person *sigh*
It’s all just a dream anyways. I believed that Peanut will have a long live
I realized ;
- Peanut loves biting stuffs. Like his critters trail’s stairs, small little house and my ring when i picked him up :/
- Peanut loves to eat and sleep after that.
- Peanut loves to hide in the little house.
- Peanut loves to poo =_______=”
- Peanut loves pear & pistachios ( actually Chiro was the one who found out XP)
- Peanut comes out of his little house every time Chiro messes up with his bowl of fruits and nuts.
- Peanut loves me! 
Thats all about Peanut i guess.
Anyhoos~~~ I would be going Miri tomorrow and be back on Monday. It means IM NOT WORKING!! BAIBAI MONDAY BLUES!! MUAHAHAHA XD
Then the most important of all is that TRIP TO SINGAPORE THIS DECEMBER IS BACK ON! WEEE~!!
We will be off to Singapore on 18th December at 7:20 am WTF! So early. It means we have to wake up approximately at 3am FML FML FML!! But who cares when i have the chance to get out of Brunei nyahaha :p
We will be spending time in Singapore for 4days and 3nights. Will be back in Brunei on the 22nd. If I can get settled at Singapore during the 4days then it would be confirmed that I’m going to stay there for the rest of my life. Like real ! =__________=”
Anyhoos! I’m off to get ready for dinner @ Excapade Sushi
Lots of love!
*waves*
Lollipop by 2ne1 & Big Bang
Posted by: luludreamland on: October 16, 2009
Time to love (TTL) by Tiara (T’ara) & Supernova
Posted by: luludreamland on: October 16, 2009
fustrated..
Posted by: luludreamland on: October 16, 2009
It has been another week and I just can’t wait to update my blog ! Ok, that was a lie i made up. The truth is that the net is so slow. I can’t access my facebook game, RC and i couldn’t take it any longer so i ended up blogging instead FML.
Youtube was working just then but now I can only listen to the first part of Lollipop by 2ne1 feat Bigbang. Seriously my life is too interesting and i feel like screaming out of my lungs right this moment ;___;
This would be the fourth time I’m reloading the page and I’m getting irritated with the net. Yeah, it’s true that I easily get irritated nowadays. My mood can change from being happy to cranky at just a few milliseconds. So, I actually kind of feel bad for my colleagues whom had to withstand my anger these few days and finally i decide to keep my self cool, cool and very cool. I told myself i have to stop being like that. I’m trying to change for a better self. I miss my old self where i used to be really cheerful, easy to talk with, joke around, get crazy with friends and etc
I don’t even know what have become of me. I feel like someone who’s undergoing a menopause period. Over one small matter and i would give this irritated expression to the person talking to me. I seriously have become someone scary in such a short time.
Actually all these happen is just because of 2 things.
1. My WORKLOAD
It’s getting out of hand day by day. Finally, I was to realise that I could not cope with the workload given to me and that includes my colleague whom keep taking leave for the past few weeks. During Hari Raya is enough of a bad experience for me. Do you think I can handle 2-3people jobs nearly everytime? Give me a break please.
And everytime I got need to take a leave urgently, it clashes with my colleagues one. I ended up not taking leave. Like during the day last few weeks. I had to renew my passport and visa but couldn’t as one of my colleague took leave. AND GUESS WHAT! In the end every single person working in Finance Department took an emergency leave leaving me all alone. I wasn’t able to get leave because I was one day late for giving notice to my manager but their very last minute leave got approved. Where got like that one?? Without me for a day, finance dept will die meh?
Then just last few days, I need to take MC. My PMS arrived and every first day i can’t walk too often as my abdomen tends to hurt but i couldn’t because my colleague took two days of leave faster than me FML!
2. MY SALARY
As stated above that i did quite loads but disappointing that i had no increment. In the report of work done everyday is nearly more than 12tasks. Compared to other staffs in Finance dept, i reckon they do not even reach till 5 nor 10 the maximum. So do i not deserve any increment??
It has been past few months. And seriously.. I’m getting sick of this.
I demand to see my manager !
Ok that did happen last two days ago. Not that i see my manager. I see her every working hours. What i mean is talk to her. It’s like a speaking up session for half an hour before i walk out of the office.
I told her I don’t want to be dumb by doing so much work and still no increment. And i demand an increment this month. But she would’nt let for some reason.
Before my senior, there was a girl who my manager claimed to be as the same personality as me (hardworking or what i do not know). My manager increase her salary time to time and a particular colleague which is still working in the company right now started to talk rubbish to everyone about the girl. Finally, that girl left…. Just because of the particular girl…..
I don’t know is it an excuse or what but i do not want to get hurt so I guess I’ll just wait then :/
Sometimes i wondered.. Why am i so weak. Do i really have to care what people would think of me? *head on the table*
Anyways!
I’m so sorry that today’s post is full of words.
I’m off to bed now.
lotsa love
*waves*
P/s: Lollipop by 2ne1 and Big Bang is awesome!! One of my latest song addiction T^T
Reality!
Posted by: luludreamland on: October 9, 2009
Have you ever imagine how i actually look like in real life?
Eventually some of you do wonder i reckon ( if you have never seen me before).
To tell you the truth, I’m not someone pretty nor cute. I mean like in pictures you could see that i look nice(not being a thick skin) or something but that is seriously not how i actually look like. In another words,I look normal. Ok lah.. Maybe i don’t look normal entirely but i still think i do. nyahaha True maa. A pair of eyes, nose and mouth ;P
In reality i look chubby. Like how you’ll asked? ;
Noh.. not this. This is absolutely not even considered as being chubby. I wish so badly that my face is a bit long. not too long cause that will be very scary.
Noh noh..!! not this too. I’ll be happier if i were to look thinner like in the photo :/
NOHHHHHHHH~!!! Not this either! I was trying to look funny in here but end up looking like i have a big nose . haha XD
oh yes~! almost there..
yes…just abit moreee. you can see my cheeks peeking out shyly from my hair *peek peek*
the upper angle shot. Rabbit teeth showing out :B *rofl*
Yes.. this chubby. can’t believe right? T__T *runs away*
I can’t believe that i am writing this post *sigh* Actually i ran out of ideas on what to blog. There was a day i was snapping photos of myself ;vain pot and this idea actually came across my mind I know it’s lame. Sorry lahhh… Better than not updating maaa
It’s nearly 1am! OMFG!!!
Lots of love!!
A trip to Limbang
Posted by: luludreamland on: October 9, 2009
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For 21years, this was actually my first ever trip to Limbang Actual plan was to renew my passport since i could collect my passport in just a day.
I was woken up by dad at 6am. brush my teeth. clean my face . get changed and ready to go
It takes around 30-35 minutes to reach limbang. I guess Limbang is really near ^^
While i was in the car, i told myself not to be a lazybum so i actually took pictures while we were on the way to Limbang
A place where i never been to and new to me even though this place is in Brunei.
We reached custom and passed custom after our passport gets stamped (normal procedure)
An interesting looking mosque. The rooftop has sharp ends that looks like durian.
A funny looking house color. You seriously do not see this in Brunei. I was so so amazed and went wow! There were quite a few houses with purple color. It reminds me of fairy tale castle or something close.
We were lost for a little while. Dad stopped at the post office and asked for directions. The lady was kind enough to explain where the exact location of the immigration is. Thanks lady
This man actually work here. Wait.. I’m not even sure if he works in immigration but he does help me alot by filling in the forms, gathering all my information and explaining what my next step is. There’s a fee that we had to pay of course. There is nothing free in this world. Beside, i already said awhile that the man is working there. It cost us RM5 and it is indeed cheap lorh. Satisfaction guaranteed LOL
Fully Concentration. He even use a typewriter and i bet my mom doesn’t even know how to use one. He is truly skilled of a man at such age. He type quite fast ! I’m so amazed and he was actually quite friendly.
After we have done all the procedure, we are asked to come back at 2pm to collect my passport. Headed to some kopitiam and seriously is it me or are Limbang people weird? Most of them were actually staring at me and i was kind of scared :/
Then dad drove us around.
Sorry to be “sakai” but i never knew Limbang do have water house too :O LOL
A very colorful building. Its Purnama Hotel actually. The same building as Ngiukee!
The only shopping centre in Limbang. Seriously i do not know how the poeple there can tolerate living in Limbang lorh. Nothing nice to see or even buy! Quality is kind of low. For a wee of hours already i feel like i’m rotten-ing away = =”
I ask my dad to bring me see prostitutes but mom wouldn’t let me *sulk* Never seen one so I’m quite curious ba. Then i told mom “fine…don’t bring me see.. nevermind lah.. go Geyalng see this Dec! I’m sure more high standard that here. LOL wtf.. I was just joking. i heard that prostitues are forbidden in SG now. Is that even true??
Anyways!! My parents brought me to tamu and it was nothing different from Brunei one.
Except for this! SAGO WORMS! I have never see this in Brunei! And it’s damn disgusting i know. They actually sell this?? Mom told me that they actually fry those worms and eat it. *yuck* When i was taking this picture i can sense that nearly everyone there was staring at me with those O_O eyes LOL
I seriously act like a tourist lorh.. snapping pictures here and there. My parents bringing me to places for sightseeing XD
We went through some shop houses and i went WTF!! when i passed by this snooker place. It was actually an open area lorh! No door no aircond one! How can tolerate the heat!
Additional detail; Fully pack with lao tiko’s staring at me and mom when we passed by =.=”
We had to walk aimlessly until the hand of the clock finally strikes 1:15PM. We hurried to the immigration. Though it’s not 2PM but we are able to collect (thanks god. i wouldn’t know what would happen if i were to stay there longer) and finally back to Brunei. At that moment i feel blessed to live in Brunei rather than Limbang :/
P/S: I nearly faint when I was in Ngiukee! Suffocating man ! =____=”
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